Coming Out Of The Closet- I have An Eating Disorder.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWASeaYuHZo Coming Out Of The Closet-I have an Eating Disorder. Imagine your life has a ride called the weighing machine. And you are standing on it.Everybody watches you take the ride.The rule is: you don't have to go too high up,neither can you go too down low. Up, Up,Up you are going! You are doing it wrong,come down!come down!....what an idiot,you look terrible from up there,nobody will love you if you look like this; and the disgusted looks on everybody's faces as I rose higher. Then I listened. I listened to them and I came down. I chose to do what everyone said to come down: exercise and dieting. Lower and lower i went until suddenly I heard them shouting again. You looked so much better before! Why did you go low. Go high! You look too weak. You look too thin. Where are those chubby cheeks? Where are those big boobs you had? There was so much chaos and noise that I got tired of listening and going according to what they said.But I never...