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Coming Out Of The Closet- I have An Eating Disorder.

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  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWASeaYuHZo Coming Out Of The Closet-I have an Eating Disorder. Imagine your life has a ride called the weighing machine. And you are standing on it.Everybody watches you take the ride.The rule is: you don't have to go too high up,neither can you go too down low. Up, Up,Up you are going! You are doing it wrong,come down!come down!....what an idiot,you look terrible from up there,nobody will love you if you look like this; and the disgusted looks on everybody's faces as I rose higher. Then I listened. I listened to them and I came down. I chose to do what everyone said to come down: exercise and dieting. Lower and lower i went until suddenly I heard them shouting again. You looked so much better before! Why did you go low. Go high! You look too weak. You look too thin. Where are those chubby cheeks? Where are those big boobs you had? There was so much chaos and noise that I got tired of listening and going according to what they said.But I never...

A Song For The Birthday Blues

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A SONG FOR YOU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WTt69YO2VI This is a song for the birthday blues, For all the beautiful people dreading a day before the day they were born I write this for you, yet there are so many others who feel just like you. For one too many reasons unknown, You feel you want to spend this day alone. But what of the excuses you give, the overwhelm,the anticipation,the unknown, Will you feel the same,if they all go? I wish this day would answer some of your questions, And grant you one of a kind experiences, With the ones you love. And a day of peace, With the ones you are stuck! I wish you find your answers, To find out who you are, And who you want to be, Just like Dory found Marlin, May you find your true friends, And fulfill in your quest of finding Nemo(your dreams) And finally may you get the love you deserve, Just like Elio found Oliver; A beautiful journey,if not forever. A hope that love never gets lost from your life, And a prayer that you find a home, Th...